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This is a shortened name Jautakienė. Some people like it, others do not. I read that somewhere dialect called so scarecrow. Even if so, nothing terrible. After Žagarė organizes cherry Scarecrow beauty contests ... Žemaičiai, thanks to them, jautakėm Scarecrow not call. At least in our country.
My maiden name, I have always been very nice - Umantaitė. If maintained they did not want to change very, landed only mother-in tears. Now I realize that I made a mistake, the first books allowing Jautakienė later Jautakių name. My life has always lacked a strategy, foresight, but was enough playfulness, impromptu, all kinds of tricks. Children's willingness to become a writer was buried long ago, the first fairy-tale book Wolf suitcase of them, I wrote rasuole daughter, no more. But the tale still accumulated ...
Sometimes I think maybe we should recover the name that had been given to me very remarkable people. They do not have a lot of years in this world, but I do my best older, the more I realize how wise they were, although tasted more of Sciences. slushie machine And what was their daunting generation human life ...
I had a happy, kindergartens and other civilized cluttering childhood. Big, vast world fringes grange child, full of valuable discoveries. Blossoms of the first spring flowers. After living in marshland dwarf birch drieziuke. Garden paths šmirinėjančių urchins and left the nest for the first time owlet sitting on slender branches Skirpstas like Christmas candles. Superabundance of all kinds of curiosities and interesting things to keep track of them and just keep realize ... And what about the people, neighbors and entrants, feast, funeral and burial with Samogitians career from the mountains, where roadside crosses with their paslaptingom histories, where the first trip to the city - Skaudvile, slushie machine swimming ducks, Mushroom, riešutavimai and other things? Important, the most important of the child the opportunity to be everywhere and always with her mother, father and sometimes, to monitor their work and in accordance with the powers to work together, to listen to his mother, singer slushie machine and storyteller ... When and birches, and both of us with Mom we were still young and beautiful ...
Rolled out of the hills and Vaidatonių GOJELIS where and when his convenience than asking, slushie machine nor beg ... And how else? That will not take his life as a warm loaf of bread Privy terbelėj when išalksti and fed when sužvarbsti, pasišildai. If successful, you will be warmed and other ... Skaudvilė secondary school. On the right - M. Beresnevaitė, now a doctor
And what else? I graduated from the university part-time, work, traveling, reading books, fell in love, and not once during slushie machine the long life of the late ... I got married, I have a daughter of the twelfth. Every day I try to enjoy life, even when logic would require pummel head against the wall ... There is something I study, slushie machine I try and understand the world of himself. Above all, known in themselves.
That I would be a writer, I knew holy second or third grade, when I wrote a poem inspired by the Zylutė, lesančią Bard ... The poem was very nice, and I sent it to him then allowed for children Lithuania pioneer newsletter. Very waited, when it will print, I was convinced that the newspaper's duty to print everything creates his readers, and I received the poet and the Head of John the Šiožinys a letter in which he, as it seemed to me then, ruthless and cruel criticized my poor work ...
Long laižiausi wounds, but after a few years and forgot to heart woes began again spoiling the paper. And even that has gotten some recognition: I became the eleventh National Young literary laureate. For this and his other victories am grateful slushie machine and indebted to his philology from Skaudvilė Stasė Krušinskas. Sadly, she taught me only one year, but was accompanied by and under the aegis of the school-leaving ... Oh boy, Student magazine wrote a poem in my review, it found such depths and allusions, no clue what was there. It goes on and my troubles slushie machine with critics: slushie machine or smashing, or seeing things that are not ...
If I were a man, maybe'd choose the priesthood? During adolescence, my desire slushie machine for romance, so we were then, I wanted to swim the sea, or be archeologe geologist and acquaintances sometimes wonder my knowledge of nature and said that I had to choose a naturalist slushie machine way ...
When traveling (wandering) in Lithuania, or necessarily represented in this great city that I buy the newspaper. I have no doubt that certain journalism probably not born in the capital. But maybe there is another way? Who plagued district journalists? Who is happy?
Journalism is sick, how sick, I dare say, and our state. Diseases of the same in both urban and rural areas. Lack of professionalism, if briefly. Profesionalumas- is not only the ability to understand the essence of the phenomenon and to tell you about it correct, accurate, voluble in their native language, but also the sacred principles of honesty: neparsiduoti, nekeršyti, nesuvedinėti personal accounts do not use their official slushie machine position, etc.
And yet. We are closer to the people. They love us more and more punishing. From the capital arrived şu